Justin was still panting when Brian lay down on top of him… their eyes met for a second… Justin’s scared blue ones… Brian’s muddled hazel ones… neither one knew what they were doing… neither one cared right now…

Brian’s mouth covered Justin’s… they kissed… as much as Justin loved it… he knew there would be more… wanted it… was scared of it… didn’t know what the fuck to expect…

Lips parting again, Brian knew it was time… knew it would take time… didn’t want to wait much longer to take this kid… he'd kissed him, licked him, sucked him... now he wanted to fuck him.

He pushed his knee between Justin’s legs, parting them… knelt between them, licking his way down the boy’s chest… stopping when he couldn’t reach anymore…

Then he sat up, stared down at Justin and stroked the boy’s cock again… taking it in his fist… running his fingers up and down the shaft… he could tell Justin was scared… freaked shitless was more like it… wanted him to relax… it was so much easier if he was relaxed… if he trusted Brian...

Brian slid closer, pushing his knees under the back of Justin's thighs, forcing his legs up... spreading him open... Brian's knees pressed against the soft skin of Justin's ass... could feel his muscles working there... almost shaking... Brian took Justin’s ankles in his hands and pushed his legs up, resting them on his shoulders… Justin’s hole open now… accessible…

Brian popped open the tube of lube and rubbed some on his fingers… Justin’s eyes followed every move… he didn’t want to ask… didn’t want to say fucking anything for fear of feeling stupid… but… but… wanted to know…

Brian’s index finger… slathered in lube… pressed against Justin’s hole… not going in… just sliding back and forth across the small pucker… Justin’s eyes rolled shut… he remembered Brian’s tongue on him… down his crack… touching him right there… slippery wet and soft…

Then… a push… lightly… Brian kept his eyes on Justin’s face… attentive despite his drug-addled brain… knowing… that if he made this first time… well worth it… he’d be remembered forever by this boy…

Justin sucked in a breath… Brian pushed his finger in a bit deeper… sliding it out a bit, then pushing in further… till he was in up to his second knuckle… then stayed… slowly fucking Justin with his finger… till Justin got used to it… the pressure, sensation, feeling of invasion… till he was ready to want more…

Never stopping the slow slip in and out, Brian leaned over Justin, sliding his legs up his shoulders, adjusting them… they’d be there for a while yet…

“Ever finger fuck yourself?” Brian asked, the words breaking Justin’s spell as he concentrated on the new feelings…

“Hunh?” he asked, snapping back, clenching his ass unconsciously. “N-no,” he stuttered out… embarrassed suddenly at how good this felt…

“Play with your ass?” Brian pursued.

Justin shook his head ‘no’ quickly. Too quickly, Brian thought.

“Feels good, doesn’t it,” Brian whispered, watching the blush creep up Justin’s face.

“Next time you jerk off… slide your finger in your ass just… like… this…” Brian punctuated each word with another push inside till he was up to his third knuckle… then sliding back out again… a moan slipping from Justin’s lips as he did so…

Brian let a smile creep to his face… the joys of introducing buttfucking… he slid his finger in and out a few more times, then grabbed the lube with his free hand, smearing more on Justin’s ass… as he slid out the next time, he added a second finger… pushing against Justin’s hole… then… a little more…

Justin gasped loudly… whimpered a little... Brian stopped… let him adjust… felt his ass clench around his fingers… Brian’s free hand crept to Justin’s dick, and he slowly started stroking him again…

“Relax… just breathe…” he whispered… holding his fingers part way into Justin’s ass… past the first ring of muscle. Not moving. Just pressing very lightly inside… a tiny creep further and further in… each exhale of breath from Justin’s lungs finding Brian further inside him… till Brian couldn't reach any further… he held his fingers hard inside Justin… just there… no pushing, no moving… just there…

“Oh God,” Justin whispered, sweat dripping off his forehead. “I’m gonna cum,” his voice climbed higher, but Brian took his fingers from Justin’s dick.

“Wait,” he said. “It gets better.”

Brian slid his fingers from Justin, and the boy let out a deep breath. Felt… like… he was missing something inside him now… felt like… he was ready now… wanted it now… but still… didn’t know… Brian rolled on a condom, then smeared lube on his cock… wanted to make this easy… as easy as it could be…

He leaned over Justin more… one hand propping himself up, the other on his own dick…

“Don’t forget to breathe,” he said, guiding his cock to Justin’s hole.  Then pressing the head of his dick against him. Then pushing… in…

“Fuck!” Justin cried out… the bulge of Brian’s cock so much more than his fingers. The sudden, hard pressure, resistant, yet pliant, pushing into him… Justin starting hyperventilating suddenly…  sucking in breath after breath, trying to take Brian’s advice to breathe, breathe, breathe… yet… it hurt, and it still hurt… and oh God…

Brian stopped moving, but didn’t pull out… he was in… the first push… Justin’s ass squeezing him hard as the boy fought with the intrusion… Brian shut his eyes tightly… relishing the sensation… Christ… so tight… fuck… so… good…

“It’s okay, relax,” Brian said, trying not to pant himself… barely inside the boy… but the head of his cock being massaged by this kid’s ass as he clenched and unclenched around him… he fought against his instincts to push himself all the way in, drive his cock home and watch Justin’s face as Brian’s dick hit his prostate… pleasures untold, unknown right now.

But he waited… till Justin’s chest stopped heaving… till he opened his eyes… looked at Brian… pushed downwards with his hips a little… ready to take more...

Justin couldn’t believe he was asking for more… already it seemed so much… like he was being torn open… like this couldn’t possibly be right… couldn’t possibly be what was supposed to happen… he didn’t know it’d be like this… didn’t know to expect this… this… pain… this… suffering…

And yet… he knew that it must be part of it… knew that… it had to be right…

Brian pushed just a little further in, but hit resistance… Justin wasn’t relaxing… wasn’t ready… and Brian didn’t want to force him… Justin squeezed his eyes shut tightly again, begging himself not to cry… as Brian slowly rotated his hips, trying to ease himself in, Justin bit the inside of his mouth to stop the screams… fuck, fuck, fuck… he kept thinking over and over in his head…

“Hey…” Brian rubbed his hand up and down Justin’s thigh… “It’s okay…”

Justin nodded, “I want it… please,” he whispered, gripping handfuls of sheets between his fingers… anything to take his mind off the pain…

Brian adjusted his position again, giving himself more leverage to make the final push in. Justin watched wide-eyed… so conscious of every movement… trying to get used to this feeling of pressure… trying ignore the sharp, rough pain in his asshole... trying to breathe and do anything to let Brian know he wasn’t just a stupid virgin that couldn’t take it… that he could take it.. he could…

“Push down,” Brian said to him, gripping Justin’s thighs.

“Wh-what?” Justin stammered. “What do you mean?”

“Like you’re taking a shit… push down,” Brian said.

Justin shook his head ‘no’. “What if I do? I feel like…” he stopped in embarrassment.

Brian grinned at him. “You won’t, I promise. And you feel like you have to take a dump because my dick is up your ass.” He sat up a bit more, and took a breath. “Do it.”

Justin clenched his teeth, and a deep breath and did as Brian told him… and then his eyes popped open as Brian fell on top of him, his mouth suddenly on his, and his dick completely inside him.  Brian slid out a bit… and slid back in… and pushed just a tiny bit further… and Justin lost it… tilted his head back and swore loudly… gasping for air… as Brian’s dick dragged by his prostate… again… and again… and again…

Then there wasn't any pain anymore... it was all good... so fucking good... this new sensation of being filled... being taken... being connected to someone else... this warm feeling inside... building... so different... so much more... than what he imagined... and his dick was so hard... and Brian kept kissing him... staring into his eyes... and Justin couldn't get over that Brian was inside him… actually fucking inside him… and Justin pushed back on Brian with every push forward until they were fucking, really fucking… and Justin couldn’t stop himself when he came, but oh God, it was incredible… it had never, ever been so good… it had just crept up on him… the slow burn inside until it was an explosion and it was like nothing, ever, in his whole goddamn life…

Brian watched Justin’s face the whole time… taking what he needed but wanting to make sure he gave too… Brian knew he was the best fuck in Pittsburgh and he had a reputation to keep up… knew he was the best fuck because he knew so well how it felt to be fucked… how good it could possibly be… how bad it could be too… and he never wanted that… not for anyone… for sure not for this kid… now bucking beneath him as he came for what he probably felt was the first time in his life… and Brian came soon after… let himself get so fucking turned on by this kid… let himself get lost just for a little bit… just for sec… until they lay panting and sweating and swearing together… and Justin looked up at Brian with those big blue eyes and said “Please… again… can we…”

And Brian grinned and knew he’d fucked as well as he always fucked… and turned the boy over and fucked him again.