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Fuck… fuck… fuck… fuck… fuck… Jesus… Christ…
oh… my... God… fuck… fuck… Brian’s fingers…are…
on… my neck… and… fuck… every… fucking… push…
in… this anonymous… fuck… I… I… think… Jesus
Christ Brian’s squeezing my neck and his fingers
are all in my hair and I’m cumming… cumming…
cumming…
Oh fuck… I finish pounding into this guy… whoever
the fuck he is… and Brian pulls me to him as
he cums… touching his tongue to my lips… his
hand pushing through my hair… and I feel so
close to him even though our dicks are up the
asses of two other guys. Who gives a fuck… it’s
working… for us… right now…
After my screw up with that guy… Eric or whatever
his name was… doesn’t matter… and I fucking,
stupidly kissed him – don’t know why, seemed
like I should, felt like an ass for leaving
him there… his first time and I fucking brush
him off… never mind what I said later… at the
time, anyway, I felt so fucking bad for him.
Remembered how lucky I was that Brian took me
home that first time… let me stay over, let
me pretend for five fucking seconds that it
was romantic and wonderful… who would’ve ever
fucking thought that I’d end up here… well…
never mind all that…
So… Brian conjured up these “date nights” for
us… where we’d go to the baths or the back room
at Babylon and fuck our brains out with any
fucking guys we wanted… but we’d do it together.
I don’t think Brian is even fucking any other
guys other than with me now… I hope… I don’t
know… but… I hope…
We both know it’s too hard to keep to the rules
– we both love to kiss… have to kiss… need to
kiss… but… I also think we both know it’s important
we keep the rules, somehow… like it’s the thing
that’s keeping us together… holding us so that
we don’t just go out and do whatever we want,
but also so that we have something more… a connection…
more than friends… more than lovers… more… just
more…
And so this is what we did… unspoken rule number
three…
I’m not gonna lie… the first time we came to
the baths, I was fucking scared shitless. I
felt like I was fucking 16 again and a piece
of ass and nothing more.
When Brian suggested it… well, whispered it
in my ear as I was cumming at home in bed one
night… I thought – yeah, I wanna go to the baths.
I honestly had never been before. Mostly because
I knew that the ones that I’d want to go to
would be the same ones that Brian would want
to go to… and the thought of – Jesus Christ
– could you imagine? The thought of running
into Brian at the baths… well… I sure as shit
never need to see him fucking another guy again,
and I definitely don’t ever want him to see
me… well… unless he’s beside me with his tongue
down my throat… then he can watch me fuck as
much as he likes… and doing this together is
something completely different than fucking
someone when you know nobody’s watching you…
That first time, we walked into the dark rooms…
I couldn’t help myself… my dick was fucking
hard and I was freaked out all at the same time.
Brian pulled me to him, curling his arm around
my back, his fingers gripping my hip. Letting
people know, I guess, that I belonged to him.
It was like being in a fucking porn movie.
Everywhere… naked bodies moving and gyrating
and just fucking… the sound of it… the smell…
it was just fucking unbelievable.
Brian was scanning the dim room, looking for
God only knows who… I was afraid to meet anyone’s
eye… I didn’t know what Brian had in mind… and
I didn’t know what to do…
A hot blond guy – probably about 20 – came
up to Brian… they whispered something to each
other… then fuck… the guy fell to his knees
in front of me… Brian put his hand on my shoulder…
opened a condom packet with his teeth and rolled
it on my dick… I… well… shit… what was I supposed
to do? Brian whispered in my ear, “I want to
watch you fuck him.” Then he guided me to my
knees behind this guy… and I did what I figured
Brian wanted me to do… I fucked the hot blond
guy.
Brian’s hand was on my shoulder the whole time,
and he knelt behind me… and kissed me… kissed
me… kissed me… and I fucked and fucked… I didn’t
even look at the fuck… just concentrated on
Brian’s mouth on mine and the amazing feeling
on my dick.
When I came, Brian pushed his hard cock against
my back, but I knew he wasn’t going to fuck
me… he just held me tight… and somehow in some
fucked up way, it was romantic.
And… I guess this is his way of compromising…
I can handle it… for now… I think. We each fucked
three other guys that night, and the whole time…
we kissed and kissed and kissed… I was oblivious
to everything else. I didn’t need to be fucking
anyone… just kissing him was enough…
But… this is our third time… and every time…
Brian just watches me as he’s fucking… and he
kisses me… and… I don’t know… I don’t mind this
so much… the fucking… and Brian… and sharing
this together… I don’t know… I think I’m going
fucking crazy. Worse yet, I think I’m turning
into Brian’s prodigy… and I don’t like that.
I don’t think.
I snap back to reality as I pull out of the
fuck, and Brian’s hand is immediately on my
dick, pulling off the condom, and he pulls off
his, putting his hand in the small of my back
turning me to him and our lips meet again… oh!
Our dicks just touch and I’m lost in him… his
tongue slides in my mouth slowly…
The guy I just fucked is at my ass… and I feel
his wet tongue touching my hole… oh Jesus Christ…
I… I suck in a breath and Brian’s hand leaves
my back for a moment… he breaks our kiss and
leans over my shoulder… “Fuck off,” he says
to the guy, and I get the sense Brian pushed
him from the immediate way he stops sucking
me. My ass is off limits for anyone but Brian.
Unspoken rule number two.
Brian’s hand is back on me, but I feel his
open palm push down my ass… and he slides his
middle finger across my hole… pushing around
the spit from the tongue-fucker… oh… so good…
he kisses my neck with his soft lips… just rolling
the pad of his finger around and around and
around my hole… mm… mm… mm…
“Brian,” I whisper, sure he’ll hear me over
the throbbing music echoing off the walls… my
eyes are closed and I imagine we’re at the loft…
I whisper his name again and he pulls his face
in front of me, leaning his forehead against
mine… his sweaty skin sticking to mine… oh…
no… he slides just the tip of his finger in
my hole… dying for this now, Brian… begging
for this now, Brian…
“I want you to fuck me,” I gasp as his finger
pushes in… just… a… tiny bit… more…
“We just got here…” he says, panting, rolling
that goddamn finger in me…
“I don’t care… fuck me… please…” I crush my
body to his… my dick slipping between his legs
to brush against his balls… his cock pushing
up against my belly… he’s hard again so fast,
but so am I.
He rolls his lips into mouth… his eyes still
closed… he’s thinking… what, Brian? Come on…
either fucking take your finger out of my ass
or take me home and fuck me… how hard of a decision
is that? I can let him fuck me harder and longer
and more intensely than any other fucking ass
here… because I… because I… I want to see that
look on his face… I want to feel him inside…
I want more than just to get off… I want him
to get off too.
He opens his eyes… catches me staring at him…
“I’m taking you home,” he says… unspoken rule
number four. He takes his hand from my ass and
pulls me to my feet. “Let’s get out of here.”
We get dressed and Brian drives home like a
fucking maniac… thankfully the baths aren’t
too far from the loft…
As soon as we walk in the door our clothes
come off… tearing at shirts and pants… “Shower…
now,” Brian says, grabbing my hand and dragging
me towards the bathroom. “We both stink,” he
laughs, turning on the hot water as I curve
my naked body up against his…
Everything was happening so fast so fast so
fast… from all the fucking at the baths to getting
changed to driving home to tearing off our clothes
again… so fast… I just want time to stop right
now…
Ahh… the hot water pours over me and I need
it… I close my eyes and dip my head under the
nozzle, feeling the water rinse off the smell
and the sweat of the baths… cleaning me… and
somehow redeeming me… it’s not bad, what we’re
doing… it just feels that way…
“Hey… don’t hog all the water,” Brian says,
putting his hand on my shoulder and turning
me away from the showerhead. I open my eyes
again… looking at him… smiling in and out…
“Here… wash me,” he puts a soft cloth in my
hand and stands under the water, his back to
me.
I run the cloth over his shoulders and down
his back slowly, wiping away the night we had…
cleaning him for the night ahead of us… the
water is so hot it’s making his skin pink… but
we love it like that… after the baths we need
it… unspoken rule number five…
I let my hand stop at the curve of his ass…
it’s so nice… pushing the cloth over his round
cheeks, slipping between his legs, touching
his balls… my other hand is on his stomach…
holding him… palm flat out… feeling the water
run over my fingers…
He grabs the cloth from my hand… I’d unconsciously
stopped, holding it against his balls… so full…
so hot… he turns towards me and directs me to
the glass wall face first…
“Now I’ll wash you,” he says, his lips brushing
up against my ear… his chin on my shoulder.
I feel him run the cloth across my back… sliding
down my spine slowly… he kisses me on my neck
and the water is hitting him on the back and
spraying very lightly onto me… I take a deep
breath of the hot steamy air… it’s so good…
just us… so good…
He rubs the cloth between my ass cheeks, stopping
at my hole… oh God… I’m aching for him inside…
I just focus on it… tiny bit of pressure… I
let out a gasp as he pushes just a bit… oh…
man… too… too… he moves the cloth down to my
balls, running it back and forth… the slight
friction making me hotter… my cock is fully
erect now, and there ain’t nothing I’m gonna
do about it… I want him at my hole… God… it’s
been neglected all night…
He drops the cloth and his lips start down
my back… lightly… his tongue darting out to
lick the water from my skin… I lean against
the glass wall, crossing my arms and resting
my head against my forearm… I hope… I hope…
he’s… oh God… I hope… please…
Oh yeah… yes, yes, yes… he’s going lower… at
the top of my ass… the water’s hitting me on
my back and he must be on his knees… oh Brian…
do it do it do it… his tongue is so hard… and
he pulls my ass cheeks apart just a little bit…
hot water hits me on my hole and oh fuck it
feels so good… but… oh… oh… yes… please… shit…
I can’t stand the waiting… I hope… I can’t help
but let a little cry leave my lips and all he’s
fucking doing is holding my ass apart… and…
did I just feel that… oh Christ he’s blowing
on my hole… oh fucking hell… this is… is… oh
Brian… please…
Ohhhhh... ohhhh… ohh… oh… o… o… his tongue
just… oh Christ… touches me… and I finally let
out the breath I didn’t know I was holding and
I just feel like I’m deflating and sinking and
I’m dizzy… the hot air and the oh my fucking
God… oh shit… oh yeah… please more more more
more… he’s at my hole and his tongue is playing
all around it… I want to cry I’ve wanted this
all night and it feels so good so good so… so…
I laugh with each breath… and I have to tell
him…
“Brian… fuck… Brian… I love it…” I need him
to know how fucking amazing this is… and suddenly
I’m thrown back to our first time… and the first
time he ever did this to me… I know it was to
shock me… to freak the shit out of me… and he
succeeded… I couldn’t believe what he was doing…
when he was going down, I thought… there’s no
way… I didn’t really know what he was going
to do… I’d never even heard of it before… never
knew people did this… and I was scared… didn’t
know what it would feel like… then when he did
it… oh Christ… it was so good… I couldn’t believe
this wasn’t the first thing they told you about…
and I’ve loved it ever since… him rimming me…
he can rim me all night… I love it so fucking
much… he’s so close to me…
I can feel every single move of his soft tongue…
he pushes against my hole just a little bit…
and the tip of his tongue slips in… moving around
slowly… his lips touch my ass… and it’s so soft…
so intense… such little movement but so… so…
I can’t explain… so close… so intimate… his
tongue slides out again, and he runs it slowly
over my hole… up and down… up and down… stops…
presses in… doesn’t enter… oh fuck me… he’s
flicking his tongue quickly over it… and I…
and I… oh… oh… no… don’t… cum… don’t cum… I
bite into my arm… holding back a scream, then
I figure fuck it and let the orgasm take me…
my cum spurting onto the glass wall… mixing
with the water… and I moan and moan and he grips
my hips holding me tightly… keeping his tongue
there…
“Christ Brian…” I hold myself up just barely…
bracing against the wall… knowing if I move
my knees will buckle… he slowly glides his tongue
up my ass… licking at my back again… kissing
at my shoulders… his hands moving up to push
the water across my skin…
“Good?” Brian says in my ear.
“Like you have to ask… fuck… too good… too
good,” I say hoarsely… trying to calm my breath
again… trying to stop my heart hammering in
my chest… slow… down… I want this to be slow…
I turn my face towards him, and he leans on
my shoulder and we kiss… wet… water everywhere…
but he smells like me…. I love it… our tongues
touch lightly, then harder… passionate… more…
his mouth over mine… he’s too good… too good…
I tried to calm down, but nothing doing…
Pulling my mouth from his, I whisper, “Fuck
me…”
He runs his hands across my shoulders and over
my arms… pulling them open… taking my hands
in his and pressing my palms against the glass…
his hands are so hot, covering mine… he licks
at my ear… weaving his fingers through mine…
holding me there… pressing his body against
my back… his cock hard against my ass… it slips
between my crack… pushing my ass cheeks apart…
so full… so hot… so thick… oh God… the base
of his cock is touching my hole… and… I wish
again that he’d fuck me right now like this…
his skin against my skin… but he won’t… I know
he won’t… that’s his rule… not mine…
He licks behind my ear… then puts his wet forehead
in the curve behind my neck… his body leaves
mine… his fingers leave mine… I stand there…
bracing myself against the glass wall with my
hands… waiting for him… waiting for him… I hear
the condom wrapper tear and the little huff
of breath from his lips as he rolls one on…
the shot of air hits me on my wet back and it’s
cool then hot so quick…
More kisses… warm breaths… licks… then the
wonderful… amazing… teasing… touch of his cock
against my hole… and… oh yeah… a slow push in…
his hands are back on mine… then his palms slide
down my arms… he pushes all the way in… so…
fucking… slowly… oh… God… mmm…
Then… out… out… out… just drawing it out… until
I think… he’s leaving… then… in… in… in… so…
so… good… I feel him filling me up again…
His hands glide across my skin… touching… me…
all… over… they slide across my chest… his thumbs
pushing on my nipples… he crosses his arms over
my chest and holds me to him so tight… so tight…
and he pulls out… out… out… then… pushes… in…
in… in… so slow… such a contrast to the frantic
fucking all night… he’s got me so close… and
just his hips… moving… out… out… out… and pushing…
in… in… in…
His breath follows each movement… sucking back
as he slides out… pushing hotly over my shoulder
as he slides in… I hear him… feel him… breathe
with him… part of him…
My dick is fucking hard again, but I don’t
care… don’t care… he’s fucking me… over and
over and over… it feels like hours… seems like
forever… I want it always and always… his arms
around me so tight…
“Justin,” he whispers… and he tightens his
grip on me… hugging me… “I… Justin… I…”
Tell me Brian… I want to hear whatever the
fuck it is you want to say… you want to fuck
me? You want to cum? You what? What… please
Brian… what… is it… is… it… do you love me?
I keep my mouth shut, but these foolish thoughts
pour through my head… because that’s what I’m
thinking… I love him… I do… I’m stupid for feeling
this way… but I can’t help it… he’s more than
just fucking me… he’s loving me… and I feel
it… even if he doesn’t say it…
He stops… and holds his cock inside me… and
it’s so unreal… my breath is gone… it’s… it’s…
oh… God… Brian… Brian… I love you… Brian… tell
me… I want to cry out… please break unspoken
rule number one…
His lips are on the back of my neck… and he
pushes in me just a bit harder… pressing on
my prostate… I need to leave these fucking ridiculous
romantic thoughts behind me…
He stays in me so hard… I grab my cock because
I want to cum so he feels me on his dick… I
don’t care about how I feel… I only care about
how he feels… how he feels… and he just holds
me… so close… so close… and I cum quickly and
he cums inside me breathing into my hair and
whispering things I can’t hear no matter how
hard I try… saying things I don’t know if he
wants me to know… if he wants me hear… but…
I think I know anyway…
It was so slow… and so good… and our bodies
are pushed together so tight… he doesn’t let
go… holds me still… his cock in me still… then
lets out a breath… and pulls out from me… I
miss him… he’s gone… his hands skim across my
chest… and he lets me go… I just stay where
I am… holding myself up against the glass… I’m
afraid to move… don’t know what happened… don’t
know… don’t want to think about it… too much…
I can’t remember what I said… can’t remember
if I really told him I loved him… don’t think
I did…
His lips are on the side of my face… “You okay?”
he says…
“Mmm… yeah,” I turn into his lips and kiss
him… licking at his tongue… his hand wraps around
the back of my neck and he just holds me there…
as our lips touch…
We slip under the hot water again, getting
warm… cooling down… whatever…
He steps out and I follow… he pulls a towel
across my shoulders… drying me off… rubbing
it through my hair and I grin at him… letting
him do what he wants… he dries off and I follow
him to bed… he throws himself down on the bed…
slipping under the sheets, lying on his back
and putting his arm across my pillow (fuck I
love that so fucking much – my pillow – my place
– here… with Brian)…
I lie down beside him on my side, putting my
head on his arm… and he curls his hand around,
putting it on my shoulder, pulling me to him…
we kiss… I slide my leg over his… my hand on
his chest… just lying there… but electric… his
touch… his other arm moves around… and covers
my hand on his chest… holding me… and we kiss
and we kiss and we kiss… and I feel myself…
slowly… falling… asleep… lips touching… breathing
his breath… his warm… touch across… me… all…
over… never… want… to… go… never…
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